Do you Ignore Your Feelings?

by | Sep 12, 2016 | 2 comments

We all pass judgments every day. We make these judgments in order to make good decisions and when they are good decisions they usually come from our intuition. When they are not-so-good ones they come from our ego.

When things get too judgy, that’s the signal your fears are popping up to be noticed and healed! Feeling our feelings and owning them as our own is the 2nd stage in the Radical Forgiveness process.

This is where we struggle, we generally don’t want to feel and own those yucky feelings, we would rather avoid them if we can, don’t you agree?

Our judgments can also be the ego projections we put on to other people.  We actually attract these people to us sub-consciously to shine a light on what we are denying, suppressing or repressing.

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Our higher self knows what we want and need and through the Law of Attraction we get the experiences we need to heal and grow. Whether we choose to do that or not is our free will and this is why so many people are stuck in their life circumstances. Fear takes over and it’s easier to live with the familiar scenario than the unknown. Our ego also doesn’t want us to, it’s not part of our programming.

I’ve always been a big feelings person, I just couldn’t keep it to myself for too long or I would explode!  Before I HAD to say my feelings and that would get me into trouble if said at the wrong time or to the wrong person.

I have since learned to handle them better now while still feeling them. I will go for a walk, write in a journal,  talk it out with a friend or do a Radical Forgiveness Worksheet. Once I’ve reflected on it I can then assertively discuss it if it’s necessary.

 

Society is kind of messed up when it comes to feelings, there are so many stereotypes, men shouldn’t feel, women feel too much… and it’s quite common to use sarcasm and jokes to avoid our true feelings.

The bottom line is it’s better in the long run to notice your feelings, accept them and then accept yourself for having them. This is how to release them.

So next time you are feeling judgement about someone, take a look at what is bother you about their behaviour. Why do you think they should change? What are they doing wrong?

These answers could be clues to what you haven’t accepted in yourself.

Our judgments and feelings are a perception of what’s going on with us, kind of like a mirror for our feelings. Loving and accepting all parts of ourselves is an important part of the Radical Forgiveness process and what Stage 2 focuses on.

I encourage you to find what works for you to feel those feelings  and stick to it because it’s the key to releasing them.

Stay tuned for Stage 3: Collapsing Our Story! Now it gets interesting…. 😉

 

Besides impacting the lives of others to ‘be real and love life’ the most powerful thing about the work I get to do is the reflections of the teachings that come back to me. I always receive some type of wisdom, healing or blessing from the experience, whether it’s a private, group session or a speaking event.

Whatever the message is that I’ve conveyed I am somehow reminded of how it applies to me as well and it guides me towards the next stage of my growth.

Being aware of the subtle messages that are being sent to guide us forward is very empowering.

Last weekend at the Soul Full Day conference, I guided a group of 70 women through a visualization meditation to identify and let go of a fear story holding them back from what they truly wanted for their life, freedom to live their love story.

It was remarkable to witness them releasing the fear and claiming their love stories, seeing and feeling themselves living in the higher potential of their dreams.

This week I’ve been deeply reminded of the fear story that I’ve been carrying, ‘not being well enough to live a fulfilling life because my digestive health is failing’.

This is the same story my grandmother carried, and she died in fear with this story in her which was unconsciously passed on to me, and I accepted it.

For 8 years now I’ve been having various challenges with my digestive health. I’ve seen many different professionals and tried many different remedies and lifestyle changes. Some have worked and some haven’t. Over time things seemed to have mostly settled, then just a month ago the issues flared up again in a bigger way.

This brought up the old fear story for me as I prepare for a trip of a lifetime. I’m going to Egypt on a sacred pilgrimage to the visit the lands and ancient sites with 13 other women. This will be my first trip overseas and I’ve always been fascinated with Egyptian history, never thinking I would get the opportunity to visit until it showed up to me. I was very drawn to go, and decided I was going, even though it felt way outside my ability to be able to take such a trip.

Worries and a wide range of emotions have been coming up for me since these flare ups have been happening. My mind races and makes up stories based in old fears.

What if I am not well enough to fully experience this trip? What if I am stuck in my room and miss the tours, or what if I am not able to digest the food there? All that disappointment and money spent if I might not be able to full experience it.

These stories are very similar to what my grandmother used to tell herself. She was afraid to go far from home, let alone on a plane to another country. Everything centred around her digestive limitations and she was petrified of having an ‘accident’ while out in public. These fear stories debilitated her and she became a hermit and was very lonely in her later years.

I will never forget seeing her in the final days of her life living in fear. I visited her almost every day and seeing her like that was very sad because there wasn’t much I could do other than comfort and reassure her that she would be ok.

What it did do was motivate me to face my own fears and not go down the same path as she did. In this regard, she was a great teacher to me and not long after she transitioned I was divinely guided to take the Radical Forgiveness Master Coach 10 day training in Atlanta.

It was a huge step for me, and again way outside my comfort zone, but in the end it was one of the best things I could have done for myself because it set me on the trajectory of facing my fears, and the journey of living my love story.

I am eternally grateful to be on this path of self-forgiveness and self-acceptance just as I am, and in time I have learned to love myself. I’m still on this healing journey however this year I’ve had some major shifts in this area of my life and feel truly worthy and deserving of this love for myself because I have freedom from the fears.

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This is where the synchronicity comes in again.

It just so happens that this Friday, the day I fly to Egypt, is the 9 year anniversary of my grandmother’s passing, and it’s a full moon!  You just can’t make these things up. I didn’t realize the mysterious alignment of these dates until just a few weeks ago.

In numerology the number 9 represents endings and completions and I have a strong intuitive feeling that this trip is going to be transformational for me as a new beginning.

The other day when I was dancing my grandmother came to my mind, she was dancing with me, and I know she is leaving me these breadcrumb signs to follow to complete this stage of my journey. I made a promise to her that I was going to end the cycle of fear she carried and commit myself to healing into wholeness.

I have no doubt that this is all happening for me, rather than to me.  And unlike my grandmother, I will face my fears and take this trip and I will trust in the divine unfoldment of it all.

I am reminded that everything is always working out for me, even if it doesn’t seem that way and she is cheering me on all along the way.

These are the same phrases I spoke to the women when I was on stage just a few days ago and they echo loudly in my mind as the beautiful blessings of having the freedom to live my love story.

If you would like to experience the guided visualization for yourself listen to the audio recording so you too can be free from your fear story and claim your love story.

In my next blog I will share about my travel adventures so stay tuned, and if you would like to be notified when I share it you can join my email Love Letter list at the bottom of this page.

Until next time… thank you for being here.

2 Comments

  1. janet gothreau

    Thank-you Lorree ;
    Very insightful! I’ve often struggled with feeling my feelings. It’s very tough and can be scary. I’m a sensitive person and feel deeply. I used to cry so much or get very angry. I’ve noticed overtime , that as I decided to feel them and tap into the messages of what about that emotion was telling me, it became clearer. I learned how to handle each challenge with more ease. I also, became less emotionally intense!

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    • admin

      Yes Janet, it IS very scary to face our real feelings, thank you for sharing. I know for a fact avoidance can become a bad habit that’s hard to break, especially for us sensitive people. Great to hear you are on a better path by allowing the messages to come through of what’s really going on; it’s always something because there are no mistakes.
      Awareness and allowance to own, accept and release our feelings is our ultimate goal and why we are here, to feel our emotions fully and move from fear back to love. 🙂

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